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Here we are masturdebating again
One whole day down of mastering my domain
Oh boy
This is no joke
It is not so much the release
It is filling the voids
Like the loneliness
The pain of losing my Pops recently
All the times I have felt rejected or unloved
I gave up drinking about 3 years ago
When you drop one habit
Another is always waiting to take its place
So writing
You will have to be that new habit
Because the shame after coming to my senses
It is unbearable
And drinking
That will just make my right side and chest hurt even more
Not to mention the awful hallucinations
Chasing affection from these ladies
That additiction still lingers
Once I stop driving for Rebu
That should get easier to avoid
A few more NBA highlights
Then night night
You got this
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