Tag: impostor syndrome
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Dream 2.22.2023 9:04 am
1. Young daughter walked into my room as I was sleeping in spare basement of a big house Woke me up to let me know she had hit rock bottom 2. Katie and I argued Told her she was just repeating what her Mom did We argued about some other stuff 3. Young white boy…
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4 hours of sleep 6:09 am 2.22.2023
No dreams Well none I can remember Laying here listening to podcasts Doing laundry Debating whether to drive today Take it off Write Make music Plot the escape Jump 3 Maybe We shall see Need a few more zees
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Dream 2.14.2023 2:55 pm
Some young black dude was dancing for a crowd of other blacks similar to the Showtime at the Apollo His hair was all grown out and not lined up The judges critiqued him hard He received the criticism well I walked in the living room of my childhood home My Big Brother and others were…
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Just after waking up I woke up to see the light started playing the one that says all of this for your glory Then I love you Lord started playing by Maranatha music I just told two of my riders about that song and how this girl played it at IHOP at just the right…
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🥱 3:50 AM 11.22.2022
Should be sleeping Instead writing Another moment Close to ceasing Releasing paintings Stories deleting Why is she nosily watching Yet half caring Who is fully available emotionally Barely listening Podcast playing Tossing turning Left ear bubbling So annoying
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Dear Ruby
I hope you are well Just sitting here bedside Mentally preparing to clean Scrub the tub Toilets and sinks Should have done this Yesterday Oh well I know you pray for me daily One day we will meet Till then I will keep writing My kids are awesome They help fill the void I will…
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Frowning barn 10.14.2022 11:08 pm
Frowning barn painted brown Rarely up often down Sliding through hallowed doors Sinking in symbolic lore
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Pops 10.13.2022 3:56 PM
Dream Diary Woman was staying with Katie and I She was very messy Food spilling all over the fridge Decided to put her in a hotel with her wild kids Katie agreed Was worried about putting it on a cc What she damaged the hotel Considered a cheap cash motel instead Pops in dream Knew…
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Nap time 10.13.2022 1:48 PM
Temptation time Pressure time Resist time Prayer time Bible time Solo time Feelings time Thinking time Reminiscing time Angry time Sad time Mellow time Imagination time Lisa time Lana time Katie time Dump time Clear time Jump time Hesitate time Slave time Dream time Nap time
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Feeble Minds 10.11.2022 9:57 am
Feeble minds feel nothing Cancerous craniums craving something Life giving words revive Alive slumping sleeping spacewalking Talking with strangers lately Politely plastering rambling silence Left lymph node bulging Low level ears ringing Singing solemn temptress tunes Jerry curled cracked crevices Squeezing scratching popcorn halls Jumps three awaits launch Strange things written alone Emphasize the loneliest…
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Last call for poems 10.9.2022 4:38 am
Last call for poems Church starts in six hours Confessing these priestly birth pangs Failed to keep thy word Why make a promise you may not reap Under a whole heap of pressure Leaping over mislabeled obligations Crawling into our carved out hollow holes Safe spaces of serenity Equivalent to sanctuary showers without end Further…
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Surreal trips 10.8.2022 11:37 PM
Katie me Opp sides LAM middle Mom niece Watching on Up high Babygirl below Family again Dude gone Starting over Clean slates Zamboni rides Flying flips Popcorn crumbs Crutches calmed God grips Toes tap Surreal trips
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